Probably nothing I could say to make you feel better. But add to that probably nothing I could say could make you feel worse.
I got a new puppy the other day. Makes me laugh many times every day. A English Bull Terrier. They are called the clowns of the dog world.
I have a eight year old bully as well. They make me smile. They make me laugh hard.
If I was your doctor, I would prescribe you a Bull Terrier stat.
If nothing else you could hit up some Bull Terrier reels on insta. A couple giggles might do ya some good.
Here's to good thoughts and a healthy mind. Happy Holidays Tim!